In March, Regina, Camille, and I were able to take two weekend-long trips to Lincoln City, Oregon and Camp Sherman, Oregon. What follows is just an informal reflection on what made the trips work, what some of our strategies were, and our general experiences. This got so long that I've decided to break it into parts.
|Regina and Camille, posing in front|
of an electric car charging station
in Lincoln City, Oregon ...
My wife, Regina, turned towards me to snuggle, and she wrapped her arm across my chest and across Camille's arm, my partner, who was already there, both embracing me in the center. Gina's red hair in my left eye; Camille's black curls in my right. I squeezed both them close and could feel them breathe, and sigh - all were at rest and happy.
It was the last day of March, the end of our vacation, and I couldn't be happier.
|Russell, Camille, and Regina on the|
hiking trail at Camp Sherman ...
When Traveling While Poly, alternating attention is the first concept that I'd want to explore. I think it's important for me to enjoy the time with both of my partners in a shared space that all of us enjoy, but also for me to share the travel experience with them individually - that there are experiences unique to each of my partners. As for myself, I try to remember that this is a trip:
- We're all enjoying individually;
- My wife and I are enjoying;
- My girlfriend and I are enjoying;
- My wife and my girlfriend are enjoying together;
- We're all enjoying together.
|Regina and Camille inspecting tide|
pools at a beach near Newport, OR ...
This is a conversation that expands a bit on my Playing the Fulcrum blog post from last year, but for me, I operate as a fulcrum while traveling, and it's important for me to be aware of how long that I spend showing attention to one partner or another.
- When driving, I'll move my hand every so often between the two of them;
- When sitting together, I'll try to sit in a spot where I can reach them both;
- When hiking or touring, I'll spend time to walk with each of them separately, and alternate between them;
- If sleeping together, I'll try to alternate attention between both of them, and get out of the way when they want to snuggle;
- When shopping, we often shop as a group but will splinter in attention and conversation into separate dyads;
- In movies, I try to sit between them and hold them both;
- When finding downtime, trying to find some exclusive time with each of my partners is a good idea; I also try to extend time to both of them to spend time without me if it's desired.
My attention towards my partners shouldn't be interpreted as over-sexualized or aggressive attention but rather loving, affectionate, accepting attention. I'm holding their hands or knees; hugging them; kissing them; wrapping my arm around them. I would think that overtly-sexual attention could be emotionally charged so I don't attempt to push those feelings unless we're in a shared sexual space. I want to enjoy their company - both as individual partners, and, as a group.
I'm also conscious of public consent when giving attention. In public, bystanders could be exposed to my polyamorous lifestyle, and especially while traveling, because there's plenty of opportunities for kids to see us. Let me be clear: there's no shame for me here, but if there's a possibility where young kids could see all three of us kissing or holding hands, I'd rather spare their parents an awkward conversation and try to appear in public as friends.
|Regina and Camille unpack a lunch|
at a park along the way to Camp
In our pre-planning for the trip, we talked about a way for each of us to call for private time, but it came a little late. After thinking back on the trip, think it's valuable to have something to look forward to and to set up expectations. Next time, I'd like to mutually schedule what those times would be with each of my partners.
Trips are great but sharing time and attention together is especially important while traveling because nerves are on end and patience can be worn a little thin. We're around each other 100-percent of the time. Too much or too little affection could be misinterpreted by any of us, causing an unanticipated flair-up of emotions. It's an effort to work through these kinds of issues together and find common ground to make the whole trip fun and worthwhile.
What are some of the techniques and strategies your pod's used while traveling to maintain space and balanced attention?